I need something new.

I need a constant.

Sixteen Candles :]

I'm soo ready to turn 16!! Time has just gone by soo fast. It feels slow, but then all of a sudden 10 years has passed. I still remember sitting on the playground and talking about when we get into high school and how COOL it would be. And how it would be just the greatest thing EVER to be able to DRIVE. Geeeeeez. It's so crazy. I've been trying to really take time to appreciate everything I have, and my friends. They're seriously soo great...I don't know what I would do if I didn't have them there to make me laugh, brighten my day when nothing's going right, and just to be able to send pix messages in Spanish Class!! Haha. :)

With all of the GOOD things, I've also been pretty stressed about some things. I'm trying really hard to get good grades because I want to get off to a good start for college, but it's really hard for me. For so many different reasons. Sometimes I'm just slacking, but either way, it's stressful! Plus I REALLY need a job. I can't get my license unless I have a job, and it's hard to get a job before you turn 16. I want to get my license ON my birthday!!! I think it'll all work out, but it's just nerve-racking in the meantime.

I turn 16 in less than a month, and I'm going to Europe next Summer. : ) I have a lot to look forward to...

Here without you, baby..

I miss him;; all the time..I miss him.
It's not waves, it's constant. All the time.
-» Grey`s Anatomy

I really miss your hair in my face

[[and the way your innocense tastes]]

Change....isn't good for me.
I like a pattern of things.
So I know that I'm going to be okay.
Of course, I love having fun.
And being spontaneous and all that.
But when it comes to core things...
I like to feel stable and secure.

Anyways, I don't really know.
Things are changing again.
I'm not quite sure if I like it. ;/







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