Way to go kid.
You've got this spell on her that she just can't seem to break.
She is so strong and in an instant, you could break her down.
She knows you won't but you could and that scares her.
She has realized she has made some mistakes
in the past and when you're up to your old tricks,
she's tempted to make them again.
But yet, coming back to you seems to be her favorite habit.
And like they say,

Old habits die hard.