Way to go kid.
You've got this spell on her that she just can't seem to break.
She is so strong and in an instant, you could break her down.
She knows you won't but you could and that scares her.
She has realized she has made some mistakes
in the past and when you're up to your old tricks,
she's tempted to make them again.
But yet, coming back to you seems to be her favorite habit.
And like they say,

Old habits die hard.

&& i'm still trying to figure out how it could be..

She's been through more than the average girl can take.
If you ask her, she will say its all in the past,
And shes never looking back...
But you can tell it in her eyes,
that she never wants to deal with it again.

I want this.

It's a Long Trip Alone.

Do you ever just want someone to cuddle up with? I mean yeah, I might be a hopeless romantic, and maybe I would like things to be a little more easy when it comes to love, but I really don't think it's too much to ask. I like the feeling of someone next to me and it makes me feel better. Everyone's always saying that there's a person out there for everyone, and all that, but it's not like someone is just going to come up to me one day and say "Hey, I'm your true love. Let's get to know each other." I don't know... I just want someone who will always be there. Who won't fall into what other people think and what everyone else cares about. You probably won't even know them in ten years. Or five. Or even two. Think about it. You'll go off to college and do whatever makes YOU happy, not what the other people in your class think is fulfilling. So why do people care so much about everyone else's opinions of them?? I'll be the first to admit, I sometimes care way too much about it. But I love being different. Anyways, I'm getting sidetracked. What I mean is that I just want one person who will always love me and care about me, and be okay with just hanging out with me, and not have to always go to parties or do what everyone else is doing. Someone I can just cuddle up with and watch a movie or talk or just...whatever we want to do. Oh well. I guess he'll come along soon enough. I try not to get caught up in it, because there's so much more important things right now. But everyone's different, and even though I'm really independent and like to do things for myself and not rely on other people; everyone needs someone. I could never live my whole life without another person there with me..