Look to the sun

The days seem long, and the nights seem too short.
Her head is confused, and it is the last resort.
It seems right now that there's now way out.
She can't find her way and she just wants to shout.
They tell her they'll listen, but she knows they don't care.
I only wish I could show her, that I'll always be there.
This hurt that she's feeling; this overwhelming pain...
It won't last forever, and she can break this endless chain.
These words, I would tell her if she'd give me the chance.
I would say so many things, but maybe I can't.
See, I've been where you are and I know how you feel.
The pain that you're feeling, It's so very real.
But these things, we can't change; there's no reason to fret.
I have this inner hope, and I'm willing to bet
That things WILL get better, just you wait and see
Things will get better for you and for me.

Break what's already broken..

Laughter.
Smiles.
Friends.
Love.
Happy.
Fun.
Carefree.
Safe.
Joy.
Hope.
New.
Scary.
Unknown.
Nothing.
Silence.
Afraid.
Cliques.
Friends.
Alone.


Perfect.
Tears.
Smiles.
Tears.
Love.
Tears.
Happy.
Tears.
Hope.
Tears.
Trust.
Tears.
Faith.
Tears.
Life.
Tears.

Now you just become..

Like everything I'll never find again.
At the bottom of the ocean....

You sound so lonely..

I remember the simple things,
I remember 'til I cry..
But the one thing I wish I'd forget,
The memory I wanna forget....
Is Goodbye.



I know I'm wasting my time.
But I don't mind.
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I hate seeing you so sad.
So alone and confused.
Even if you hide it,
you can't hide it from me.
I know you better than you think.
And I can't help but think about you.
I'm not really sure what that means?
But I'm also not sure if I should care.
I don't know.
All I know is I miss you.
And I hate that I do.
And I hate that we don't talk anymore.


I'm just at a loss.
And I'm not sure what to do....

The scars remind us, the past is real

I hate being afraid of things.
Things that I shouldn't be afraid of.
I can't bring myself to just let it go.
And try to let something happen.
I don't know if it's because of my past,
Or maybe I'm just doing the same thing.
Thinking too much, over-analyzing....
Either way, it isn't good.
I don't know how to let go of this feeling.
But maybe it isn't just a feeling???
Maybe I feel weird because it isn't right?
Perhaps I'm only fooling myself....
And I just want this more than I need it.
I want it so bad, that I'm just pretending.





I'm only fooling myself, yeah yeah.