Monday, August 4, 2008

The scars remind us, the past is real

I hate being afraid of things.
Things that I shouldn't be afraid of.
I can't bring myself to just let it go.
And try to let something happen.
I don't know if it's because of my past,
Or maybe I'm just doing the same thing.
Thinking too much, over-analyzing....
Either way, it isn't good.
I don't know how to let go of this feeling.
But maybe it isn't just a feeling???
Maybe I feel weird because it isn't right?
Perhaps I'm only fooling myself....
And I just want this more than I need it.
I want it so bad, that I'm just pretending.





I'm only fooling myself, yeah yeah.

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