Saturday, January 5, 2008

I just want to see you laugh;;

Not cry.
I love you 'til the end.


This week was really hard for me.
Probably the hardest in a long time.
The thing is...I don't even know why.
I guess it's just one of those things.
But it's happened before.
Been there done that.
So I'm really used to it actually.
Except when things just keep happening.
Like, one thing happens and you're slightly upset.
Then something else puts you in a bad mood.
And then another thing makes you really distant.
Or not wanting to do anything at all.
But then that one last thing does the trick.
And you're just wondering why.
Why you ever thought things were getting better.
Or why you fooled yourself into believing a lie.

I think it's going away though.
I'll be fine. I always am.
I'm in a better state of mind now..